I am not supposed to write yet a new entry on this,I'm hangin with my left hand close to letting go.And I have let it go,though the payback really made me worse.I have nothing more because of it,and now,I'm stranded,lost inside myself,my own worst friend and my own closest enemy.I was branded,maladjusted,I perfect the science of the idiot. With no meaning,and no healing,self-loathed freak,I am an introverted deviot. Why must I insist on being a pessimist?I'm a loner in a catastrophic mind.My mental stability reaches it's bitter end,all my senses are coming unglued,Though I don't know you,I think I hate you,you're the reason for my misery,and how strange it is you've become my biggest enemy,and I've never even seen your face.Or maybe it's just jealousy,mixing up with a violent mind,a circumstance that doesn't make much sense or maybe I'm just too dumb.But this I know,I'm taking all you down with me,explosives duct tape to my spine,nothing's going to change my mind,I won't listen to your last words,there's nothing left for you to say,because soon you'll be dead anyway,No one here is getting out alive,this time I've really lost my mind and I don't care,so close your eyes and kiss yourself goodbye,and think about the times we've shared and what they meant,because to me,it's nothing.I'm losing all my happiness,the happiness you've pinned on me,is the loneliness that comforts me,My anger,dwells inside of me,I'm taking it all out on you,and all the shit you've put me through.I woke up on the wrong side of the floor. Made, made my way through the front door. Broke my engagement with myself. Perfect picture of bad health, another notch scratched on my belt. The future just ain't what it used to be. I got a new start on a dead end road. Peaked, peaked out on reaching new lows. Owe, I paid off all my debts to myself. Perfect picture of bad health, another notch scratched on my belt. The future's in my living room. Uptight, I'm a nag with a gun. All night, suicide's last call. I've been uptight all night.
I'm a son of a gun.

HECTIC DAYS COMING UP

Is it really hectic,or maybe I just need time management?This week is the last days of the regular summer bum kind classification of a living.Next week's the start of the hell kind of days.It's the review and the review can really be hectic on my schedule and my summer plans.Ano nga ba ang gagawin ko ngayon?

ICE CANDY-MONDAY

Nagising ako na may ngiti sa aking mga mata,upang bumangon at kumain ng pananghalian.Sapagkat ako'y bumangon ng mga alas onse imedya na ng umaga,tanghaling tapat.Nakita ko ang aking mama,na gumagawa ng ays-kendy,at ang flavor ay ang paborito kong mango fruit...mmmmmm,Inasahan ko ang pangyayaring ito bilang isang memorableng pagkakataon,sapagkat ang summer ko ay napakainit at kelangan itong palamigin.At tamang tama lang ang ginawa ng tadhanang pagkakaroon ng ideyang gumawa ng ays-kendi!!!Hahahahaha!!!At nagsimula ang aking pag-aantay sa pinapalamig na ays-kendi na hanggang mga alas-otso na ng gabi ay hinahawakhawakan ko parin ito sa loob ng prejeder,pero hindi parin ito naging yelo.Ako'y nagdalamhati sapagkat inasahan ko ito at,binigo ako ng aming ref.Pero nag-iba ang takbo ng mga pangyayari nung mga 9 na sapagkat nagkaroon ULET NG FARTEE!!!HAHAHAHAH!!!!!NAMIS KO NA SILA KAAGAD PERO!!!!NGAYON!!!MERON NGAYON!!!!Hehehehehe!!!!at biglang nagkaroon ng mirakulo,nagyelo ang ays kendi at nakain ko na ito.

REMEMBERING THE FARTEE DAYS

It was a long time since hindi ako nakapaglagay,hehe,kamusta ka na aking blog???Siguro inaamag ka na noh???Hehe!!!Yeah,andito na ang cd ng what I was craving for,haha!!!And I was playing it and it's really cool!!!Hmmmm....Bakit nga ba ako absent for this couple of days?Well kase,ang aming band ay medyo suspended din,kase my spring cleaning at yung isa naman ay boredomhaving,hehe.Pero these days,really changed my life,for the lifetime.Hehe.I've just made FRIENDS,hehe,kahit pala loser may friends din pla(sob sob),hehe,basta,astig kasama sila,grabe,AT TINUTURING KO SILANG MGA BESTFRIENDS KO RIN,hehe,gaya gaya ba?Basta they're the best persons ever in these best days ever.Well,I'm talking about the FARTEEE!!!hehe!!!Parang nananalantay nasa aking dugo,simula nung nagkaroon ng FARTEE,gusto ko araw arawin na ito!!!Hehe
Ewan ko ba,siguro,dahil sa nagkakasundo kaming tatlo,plus ang iba pa naming ka-FARTEE,Sadyang pinagbuklod nga ba kaming tatlo?,dahil sa tingin ko ay ang bawat oras na kami'y magkakasama ay sobrang saya,kahit na KORNY O MALABO Pa kami,masaya eh,I can't really describe the feeling kase,it seems so RIGHT with them,tamang tama lang ang mga
ugali namen sa isa't-isa.Basta we are staying true to each other,we are invincible,at every obstacle we face,we will do it together,basta!!!HeheMamimiss ko kayo,mga bestfriends ko na bago!!!In here you'll always remain and sana ang ating tawanan at kakornihan at kalabuan
ay hindi  mawala.Hindi ko kaya yun,kase you two have already written something inside of me na hindi na mabubura,ewan ko talaga kung bakit kelangan may hagganan ang bawat kasiyahan.Why be such a fartee POOPER???ewan ko ba talaga,there's something na nangyari and that's why
kami ay compatible sa bawat isa,hehe,mahirap talaga iexplain.O PAANO BA YAN MGA BATA???SANA AY HUWAG NIYONG KALIMUTAN ANG MUNTING KASIYAHAN NATIN AH,AT SANA MAY
NATUTUNAN KAYO KAHIT PAPAANO,ANG FARTEE AY MAGBABALIK,PRAMIS YAN!!!Mga bago kong BESTFRIENDS---Mr.Kornikasyon at Angel!!!WE HAVE JOY WE HAVE FUN WE HAD SEASONS IN THE NIGHT!!!WHEHEHEHEHE!!!GROUP HUG!!!!AWWW!!!HEHE!!!!I'LL MISS THE BOTH OF YOU!!!THIS IS NOT GOODBYE OK???SIGE MGA BAGO KONG BESTFRIENDS!!!FARTEE NA TOH!!!AS ALWAYS!!!HERHERHER!!!!

PS:MAG-INGAT SA MASASAMANG ELEMENTO AT COMPOUNDS!!!WHEHEHEHEHEANG KORNY!!!OMG!!!!!!!
HERHERHERHERHERHERHERHERHERHER!!!WEH BEN!!!I HATE YOU!!!!HERHERHERHER!!!BELAT!!!

Mamimiss ko talaga kayo.....AT HIGIT SA LAHAT,ANG FARTEE NATEN!!!Huhuhuhu......It's so sad.....
You thought me,how to appreciate same lame Korny Jokes and to laugh at them,but most of all
you thougt me the real value of friendship......Mga dears!!!herherher!!!!

CRAVING TUESDAY

Grabe,gusto ko na talaga maglaro ng sims 2.Patalo kase eh,wala yung disc 4,amp talaga!!!!!!Darn it,imbis na inienjoy ko na sarili ko sa paglalaro ngayon saka pa wala!!!Anak talaga ng kamote!!!Whahahahaha!!!Buti na lang may mga sources ako na pwedeng mapaghiraman!!Hehehe!!!At sa Thursday na,but I can't wait that long!!!Wahahahaha!!!Nakababato na dito hehehe!!!Ayoko ko na talaga!!!